The more and more.....

.....I sit here..... the more and more I think about what I am going to do when I go home. At first i wasnt sure. I was thinking.... would things be the same?? There is no way things can be the same after this. I see things so differently. I talk and act so differently. I think so differently. I have to say that things will not be the same. I want to make a difference in people's lives. I want to do what God has me to do here on earth. I want to help as many people as I can. I have always wanted to serve in ways that would later cause me gain. But now it really doesnt even matter. God will pay you in ways you cant even imagine. To have God's favor is better than any amount of money in the world. How does the song go?? "Silver and Gold....Silver and Gold. I'd rather have Jesus than silver and Gold. No fame no fortune, no riches unfold, I'd rather have Jesus than silver and Gold. Everyday is a new day to learn something about the world, about other people and about yourself.