Its Harvest Time!!

Its Harvest TIME!! Spring time is right around the corner and the harvest is ripe for the picking.  Tell somebody how much you love JESUS and ask them do they know him.  Offer yourselves up for the cause. I was asked where I see myself in 5 years and I had to honestly pause for a minute. I couldn't see anything past last year more less five but a person has to have goals, right? Well, here it is...I see myself following Christ in a major way and seeking out lost souls and help bring them to Christ.  My ministry, I see, strengthening on a day to day basis.  I see my calling on my life being administered in a mighty way whether that's by word of mouth or witnessing all over the world.  The internet is a powerful thing.  So, I plan on telling my story and putting it on video like a documentary to be coupled up with my ministry to let people know how GOD is good and he is real.  He can do major things in your life.  He can use set backs and backwards thinking to benefit you in a major way. Your 4 days doesn't have to turn into 40 years if you submit...repent...and pray.  Ask God to heal your land...and he will.  Praise God for his mercy and his grace.....Get READY PEOPLE ITS HARVEST TIME!!

He loves me....He loves me not.....HE LOVES ME!!!

I know...I know...Valentines Day is coming up and a lot of people celebrate the one they love on this day with roses or flowers or some sort of gesture. Well, believe it or not, GOD shows us he loves us everyday. He shows us by putting up with our stupidity and with our faults on a day to day basis.  TRUE love looks beyond your faults.  TRUE love is patient and kind.  But I am sure you know all these things,  right? The Bible tells us all the great things that LOVE IS. I am almost positive that you can fill in the blanks about what it's not.  I just praise GOD that he is my VALENTINE and I am HIS....ALL THE TIME. 24/7....365 days a year.  When is the last time you told GOD you love HIM?  Well, just in case its been a minute...LETS TELL HIM right NOW....GOD, I LOVE YOU!! Your word says that if you love me, you will obey me.  So, Lord give me the strength, the courage, and the will to obey you everyday.  Hey GOD.....HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!

Speak Lord....

This is a powerful thing. This is something that now I have learned to get ready for. I prayed this prayer and had to get out a pen and paper. When God speaks...he speaks.  I just thank him for all his wisdom, knowledge, and understanding. He has used me in so many ways and now he is showing me other areas.  This new territory is exciting and he has to remind me that he chose ME to do it. That doesn't mean he didn't choose anyone else, it just means that I AM INCLUDED!! That brings comfort, peace, and joy to my heart.  Like the song says, "I want to be in that NUMBER!" Well, I know that I am.  HE has been waiting on submission and a total surrender on my part and I am seeing exactly what that means. Everyday....everyday....and I do mean everyday, it is a total surrender and submission to him.  Denying what I think is right or what I think is best.  A total rest and belief in HIM.  Man, it never fails...every time I follow through and do it....it is so much peace and joy in it! Its CRAZY!! It seems simple but doesn't it all.  The word of God is really simple.  "If you Love me...OBEY ME!" Simple right? The flesh makes us think that this is a hard task but we have to know that we cant do it alone....that's the answer.  That is the key to the test.  The answers are written on the wall.  YOU CANT DO IT BY YOURSELF!!!  Note to self: Let GO and LET GOD!!!

Self Discipline and Self Control..

God you are so good to me. God you have given me the discipline of UNDERSTANDING this month and I thank you for that.  Because your word says, before you get anything make sure you get an understanding.(paraphrase). I am starting to understand why most of the things...good and bad has happened to me.  You are really trying to protect ME from ME.  I can self destruct on my own...without any help from the enemy or anyone else for that matter.  I know the difference between right and wrong.  I just chose to do wrong.  I am a big girl now and I have to make big girl decisions.  The thing is.... big girl decisions make the little girl in me scared, angry, pout, wine, kick and scream.  I have to grow up and show God that I can eat meat and I am no longer needing the bottle of milk.  He is preparing me for some things that my dreams cant even imagine.  God wants to do some big things in my life if I can just control that LITTLE GIRL inside of me.  The little girl is the FLESH.  When I can get that under control, the world is mine.  There is nothing that can stand in my way.  No person, place, or thing.  You know why because ...if GOD be for you, he is more than the WORLD against you.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Its a new year and God has given me another chance to do it right.  I thank HIM and I praise HIM for giving me grace and mercy.  This year is going to be a GREAT ONE! I have to make some changes to the support group I started last year called F.A.C.E.S. This is just a minor set back because I know that this is going to be the year for F.A.C.E.S.  I plan on doing big things in the name of Jesus!  I want to be a better woman, a better mother, a better witness, and a better wife in 2011.  God's plan for me is for me and I am so okay with that.  No more what I want to do...its what God wants me to do.  Who and what that changes in my universe is fine with me, because what God wants for me is the BEST for me.  I WANT THE BEST!!!  I like the way that sounds.  I think that will be my new motto for the year.....

The True Meaning of Christmas....

I know you have heard this phrase before....maybe in church, maybe a commercial, maybe even by a family member or by friends but this time maybe the meaning will be a little different.  We all know that Christ was born on this day....well, I am proposing that we all get reborn on this day.  I think we should renew ourselves.  Revive our Christian walk and talk.  We should commit to have a rebirth on this day.  Pledge that from that day forward we will be a new person...a new creation.  Pledge on that day that when people see us or hear us, they will ask...What has gotten into you? What happened? You use to be like this or that and now you have changed.  Those are the words we should look for after Christmas.  Whose all in with me? Post a comment if this is something that you are willing to do.  May God Bless you and YOU BLESS SOMEBODY ON THIS DAY.  YOUR NEW BIRTH DAY!!

Christmas Is Almost HERE!!!

I am so excited about this Christmas Season.  I know that my gift has already been delivered early....IM HERE! God has given me the gift of life.  I am so grateful and thankful for that! He has blessed me with a healthy and funny family all in one bundle. God your GRACE and your MERCY is enough for me.  I praise you and I thank you for THIS DAY! I pray that I continue to spread your word, your love, and your joy to everyone that I come in contact with. Lord, I know when I pray the words of USE ME, you will do just that, in a way that I wouldn't even imagine.  Lord, I pray that F.A.C.E.S becomes all what you want it to be in 2011. Your word says that you will give me everything I need to do everything YOU want me to do....that means strength, gifts, and talents will support my vision and mission for you.  I know that GOD is my vindicator as long as I don't try to do it myself.  Praise Your name!!

The Famous Countdown Begins!!!

Well, I am now in the month of December.  Praise God I made it another year!! I am thinking about going to visit my dad.  I really feel that I should see him before the year is out.  Don't know why..just a feeling.  I am keeping a close eye on the finances so I can make the trip happen.  I miss my boys but I know I will see them in 2011 (if God willing).  I look forward to each day as a gift from GOD.  I hope to be a blessing to everyone I come in contact with and I hope to change at least one person's life each day.  I want to impact this world day by day inspiring people and encouraging people to seek Christ.  I am wanting a few things to make life a little simpler but my wait is in God and I know his timing is better than mine.  So Lord you lead...I will follow. 

Thanksgiving Everyday!!!

We should be thankful everyday and not just one day.  I have came to that conclusion after going through the sands of time for my life.  If it wasn't for Jesus..where would I be? God spared my life and he has left me here to make a difference and I am so grateful.  I want to be grateful and thankful everyday of my life.  I want him to know that he didn't make a mistake. God doesn't make mistakes, so think about that one for a minute. God has given me so much and has protected me from so much....I could just go on and on. Thank you GOD for who you are to ME in my life and Thank you for all who you are to my FAMILY.  Here is the strongest women I know.  I love her and she is the rock of the family.  Praise God for my mother.  Love you much Mama!!

Sitting At The Dock Of The Bay...

....watching the time roll away.....wasting time.  That is my dad's favorite song.  I love to hear it too.  When I was younger I would sing the song really not listening to the lyrics. But now since I'm older, I understand why he likes it. Nothing remains the same.  You cant do what everybody tells you to do.  You cant do what everybody wants you to do.  You have to be true to yourself.  At the end of the day, did you work on your purpose? Did you bless someone today? Did you share God's word in some form or fashion.  These are the questions that I now ask myself at the end of the day.  So, I'm just sitting at the dock of the bay...watching the time roll away....but I refuse to waste time.  Sorry Otis Redding, I have to change a little bit of the song.  Be true to yourself and bless others.

Dont Get Distracted!!!

Okay bloggers, let me be honest and real with you...like I always do. Being in Dallas is wonderful and great but it can be something else too...DISTRACTING! You really can get caught up if you dont watch it. I have a great time with friends and family but I have to remember why I am here.  I am here to lead people to Christ. I am here to spread the news of the Gospel.  I am here to Worship and Praise GOD! Okay, Im back now. I have to visit with the girls and see family in moderation.  I must do everything in moderation.  Just as long as I keep Christ first in my life, I will be alright.  No diss to my girls, friends, or family; just a conversation with myself about remembering my mission and purpose here on earth.  Praise God for his faithfulness, kindness, grace, and mercy.  What would I do without it?  So, now that I have all this back in perspective.....LET'S GET BACK TO WORK!!!

Getting Back In The Swing Of Things...

I am really and truly blessed by God.  He has given me Favor beyond my own understanding.  Sometimes I wonder why people want to help me and they barely know me.....that aint nothing but the favor of God.  I have been in Dallas only two months and I have not needed anything. Now dont get me wrong, I want a lot of things...but needs I have.  God seems to send people my way with the biggest hearts and the biggest smiles.  There are honestly people out here that are truly good people. I am just so pleased with the outcome of things right now....I just cant complain. Do me a favor and let me know what to say or do when you have everything you need at your disposal at all times...Just Ask God and he will deliver.  Trust God and he will come through for you.  He may not come exactly when you want him but HE IS ALWAYS ON TIME!!!!

Cant Argue With GOD..

I cant really be upset or mad when God shows me what I ask for.  He is only answering my prayers.  Isn't that what I want him to do? Or is it good when he only answers the good ones?  God answers all prayers.  Even when you ask for strength...watch it because you don't know how he is going to help you with strength.  Even if you ask for patience....oh boy that's a big one.  Watch or should I say listen for what you pray for.  Sometimes we think that it is going to come in OUR WAY of thinking but know this....GOD has His own way of thinking.  He knows every hair on your head.  He knows the plans that he has for you.  You can always put in your request but just know that He is going to first perform his word and then do what is best for you.....regardless on how that may make you feel.  Overall I must say this....GOD is GOOD ALL THE TIME.....you know the rest. ALL THE TIME GOD IS GOOD.

Bug in the House!!!

Yep you guessed it...the weather is changing and the bug was TRYING to get me and the little one down but no way Jose!  The little one couldn't keep anything down for a whole day.  It had me sort of worried until I just had to stop and think a moment.  MonaLisa you know what to do.  You have been here at least 3 times before.  Handling colds is what you do.  So, I stopped and thought to myself, what did I use to do to make the kids and the hubby feel better when they were sick.  I made some vegetable soup and hot tea.  Yep, folks that did it! It knocked the bug right out of here.  Now, for the icing on the cake...Yep, you guessed it again....JESUS! I said a prayer for me and the little one and went to sleep.  When we woke up, we were as good as new.  Thank God for the best medicine ever.....JESUS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

PRAISE GOD!!! I got to see another day and on top of that...I got to see my birthday.  What a year so far. I have been on the top of the mountain and I have been in the valley but overall all....I AM BLESSED!! God has granted me with favor that is beyond my understanding.  He has blessed my with a purpose that beyond my imagination.  He is truly amazing.  I am so grateful and humble all at the same time.  I am 39 years old and I feel great! After all what I have been through...God continues to give me energy, strength and wisdom to complete my everyday tasks.  I love him so much.  GOD thank you for placing people in my life that has helped me and hurt me because at the time I didn't understand it but now I know that really and truly all things.....and I do mean ALL THINGS works out for those who love YOU and I KNOW I LOVE YOU.  BE Blessed readers or bloggers and continue to stay encouraged.

Class Reunion Time!!!

I cant believe it has been 20 years since I've been in High School.  Man, I had fun with my friends.  People looked different and some people looked the same.  It was just great seeing everyone. I was determined to see a close friend of mine named Brandi Shelton. She was one of my best friends in high school. We were both cheerleaders and we were partners in crime....literally. But needless to say, I saw her the second day of the reunion and it was a blessing from GOD.  You see Brandi has breast cancer and it has now spread to her brain. Brandi has always been a fighter so, I was determined to give her a little encouragement before I came back home.  I told her that she will be fine.  I know what you are thinking.... but hear me out.....She Will Be Fine.  Regardless on the circumstances....GOD is still good and He is still sovereign.  His Mercy endures forever. He has the master plan for all our lives so the best thing we can do is love our neighbor and give back. That is what Christ did for the 32 years he was on earth.  We cant ever ask for anything else.  God has given us all we NEED.  Thank you GOD! Bless Brandi and her family and take care of them like only you know how.

Back on TRACK....

Okay my fellow blogger and followers.  Yes, I have to admit, I got off track.  I was getting caught up in what I didn't have instead of what I have.  I know that sounds a little ridiculous and I have to agree.  After all of what God has blessed me with and through, I honestly was trippin on what I couldn't do and what I have yet to accomplish. God reminded me last night that...He Is Not Through With Me Yet....a matter of fact....HE JUST GOT STARTED!!  Everything and everybody who seems to be disappearing and appearing in my life is in his divine order. I cant do anything but appreciate the way HE does things because if it was up to me I wouldn't ever grow.  I like what I like and I don't like what I don't like and all the while God is saying Hate what I Hate and Love what I Love and it gets easier every time.  His yoke is easy and His burdens are light.  I know we read it and say it but do we really mean it.  Man, alright Lord....I am with you.  I get it.  What you have FOR me is FOR me and IT is the BEST FOR ME.  Gotta LOVE IT!! Father continue to bless the event coming up to honor your women that have conquered the storm called cancer.  Bless them and continue to use me to let them know that they are still the APPLE OF YOUR EYE!!! Thanks Lord for Reminding me of my purpose. AMEN!

Jammin TO GOD'S TEMPO!!!

Well, we had our event called S.A.S. Saturday in Austin Texas and it was a blast.  The rain scared away some people but it didn't stop others.  F.A.C.E.S was in the house and received love from everyone that was there.  God is truly a man of his word.  He told me that this would bring HIM glory and honor and it does...he also told me that I would bless people in the process and it does.  But what he didnt tell me is how much joy it would bring me while doing all the above.  You are AWESOME GOD!!!  Please stay tuned for the next event.  It is going to be a blast...maybe the biggest event yet by F.A.C.E.S.  For those of you who are maybe thinking or wondering how my health is doing....well, lets put it like this...check out the picture and go from there.  God has blessed me with a full recovery and now I am due another bone biopsy and get the port taken out. I will schedule those for this month hopefully to be complete by my birthday....OCTOBER 16th!!!  God Bless!

F.A.C.E.S.....If you dont know...Now you know!!!

Its about that time to buckle down and make F.A.C.E.S a nonprofit organization.  There is such a great need for what God has placed in my spirit to do for women who are surviving and conquering cancer.  I have a great journey ahead of me and I can see it being very fulfilling as well.  So, right now, all who read this post, I am praying that you send up a sincere one to the Father in heaven about increasing F.A.C.E.S staff and territory and that it be a blessing to all who reach out for help. And the F.A.C.E.S is able to help their families also. I also pray that I stay focused on the task before me and don't be distracted by the tricks of the enemy and that God surrounds me with people that love him and can help with their gifts, skills, and talents with joy.  This is going to be as big or bigger than any support group I know because it is focusing on the inner self and most importantly on what YOU believe what GOD has said in his word about you and WHO YOU ARE.  God Bless and Be joyful unto the Lord!!

IM HERE!!!!

Sorry, its been too long since I've talked to you and told you about what has been happening in my life.  Well, first I had to sell all the stuff in my old apartment and I did that...except an entertainment center and my comfortable green couch.  So, I packed everything and looked around and needed help moving. So, I then started trying to get everything together in a day and a half.  Needless to say, I over did it a little.  I ended up in the hospital getting a blood transfusion because of losing too much blood.  I was doing too much moving and lifting on my own. So, when I got back from the hospital I started calling some friends to help me move.  A few showed up and did the job for me.  So I climbed in the Uhaul and headed to Dallas.  Got to Dallas and needed some people to help me unload.  My close family and dear friends in Dallas helped me unload and move in.  I couldn't stand looking at boxes and bags everywhere, so I set up my loft in a day and a half.  I know what your thinking...when is she gonna learn? Well, let me assure you once I finished, I think I slept for 2 days. So, since Sept 1st I have been mainly just adjusting to my new spot and getting some loose strings tied up.  Viva Dallas!!!